16th September, 2008
This Is When I Notice The Feelings
I’m trying to make these posts a little less far in between, but we’ll see how that goes.
Today was a slow day. I cleaned up my room just a tad, but I’m still not satisfied with the result. I’ve been continually looking for a new place, but there hasn’t been anything good that’s been posted, so I’m in no rush to get out. Besides, now that SS is not here, I don’t feel the need to move out so quickly. I still get the weekends to myself since MK leaves for home, so that’s nice.
I need to visit my parents’ soon. I haven’t seen them since a month ago, but every time I look at my schedule, there’s something going on, especially on the Fridays. This week, there’s Praylist – a get together where students and other members of the church can come together and sing praise songs. It’s similar to Praise Night but not as thought out and planned since Praylist is lead by two people. Next week, VSA will be holding a bonfire. The week after that, it’s midterm weekend and the week after that is Vegas. I know that I’m supposed to have a family get-together soon, but my dad still haven’t given me the details for that.
I took a nap today for a little longer than I had planned, but that’s okay. Hopefully.
I think I kind of like EC. Yes, I mean past this whole “fun” phase. Damn it. I think. Actually I don’t know. I’d say it’s because I can’t get him out of my head, but it might be possible that it’s due to the fact that we’ve seen each other five times in the last five weeks, two of which were for more than 24 hours. Actually, this frequency is pretty ideal. I don’t mind having to wait for the weekends; it gives me more time to get stuff done during the week. Sure, seeing someone for more often than that is nice too, but considering our lifestyles and that I’m trying to be more socially active, this is a good pace.
Bah. I like him and I don’t know what to do with that just yet, especially considering the fact that I have a dessert date tomorrow and a dinner date the day after.
I should be doing some school work and/or cleaning now…
Tags: dating, EC, family
Posted at 11:49 pm | Comments (2)
On September 17, 2008 at 4:34 am Julie said:
September 17, 2008 at 4:34 am
So you’re moving? Don’t forget to give out your new address if you move. I think it’s natural that you’re starting to like him more than just for fun, since you’ve been spending so much time together and are getting along so well. But let it come naturally, don’t dwell on the feelings because then it might make things a lot more difficult.
On September 17, 2008 at 7:41 am Tara said:
September 17, 2008 at 7:41 am
Aw yay! I thought you might start liking him
Is he cute? Can I see a picture?
Like Julie said, try to not worry about your feelings and just let them happen. It’ll be much nicer that way.