16th September, 2008
This Is When I Notice The Feelings
I’m trying to make these posts a little less far in between, but we’ll see how that goes.
Today was a slow day. I cleaned up my room just a tad, but I’m still not satisfied with the result. I’ve been continually looking for a new place, but there hasn’t been anything good that’s been posted, so I’m in no rush to get out. Besides, now that SS is not here, I don’t feel the need to move out so quickly. I still get the weekends to myself since MK leaves for home, so that’s nice.
I need to visit my parents’ soon. I haven’t seen them since a month ago, but every time I look at my schedule, there’s something going on, especially on the Fridays. This week, there’s Praylist – a get together where students and other members of the church can come together and sing praise songs. It’s similar to Praise Night but not as thought out and planned since Praylist is lead by two people. Next week, VSA will be holding a bonfire. The week after that, it’s midterm weekend and the week after that is Vegas. I know that I’m supposed to have a family get-together soon, but my dad still haven’t given me the details for that.
I took a nap today for a little longer than I had planned, but that’s okay. Hopefully.
I think I kind of like EC. Yes, I mean past this whole “fun” phase. Damn it. I think. Actually I don’t know. I’d say it’s because I can’t get him out of my head, but it might be possible that it’s due to the fact that we’ve seen each other five times in the last five weeks, two of which were for more than 24 hours. Actually, this frequency is pretty ideal. I don’t mind having to wait for the weekends; it gives me more time to get stuff done during the week. Sure, seeing someone for more often than that is nice too, but considering our lifestyles and that I’m trying to be more socially active, this is a good pace.
Bah. I like him and I don’t know what to do with that just yet, especially considering the fact that I have a dessert date tomorrow and a dinner date the day after.
I should be doing some school work and/or cleaning now…
Tags: dating, EC, family
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16th September, 2008
This Was Unproductive Again
Not only did I do very little reading over the weekend, I did little reading… actually no reading today. I started my job though and I was not planning on doing grunt work. They are remodeling one of the offices with new furniture, so they needed someone to unhook and move all the dusty computers. Of course, I wore my nice pair of jeans today too.
I’m actually quite tired right about now. I’ve got a few mixed feelings here and there. Yes, some of those include some for EC, some include for the (unfortunate and crazy) story he just told me, some include for my thoughts on this whole dating thing in general. I know that he’s not into the labels right now and technically, he and I are still free, but I’m debating it all still.
Earlier today, a guy, NB, gave me a call and wanted to go out to dinner. I met him last week at the VSA Tet Trung Thu activity on Wednesday. It turns out he’s from my area back home too, but anyway, so we got to talking and I thought he was a pretty cool person, so I gave him my number. he had suggested a dinner on Friday, but I’ve got another event. Since we’re both heading out to the same VSA event on Thursday, I suggested getting dinner before then.
Now, this could be a repeat of what happened about a year and half ago, where my intentions weren’t clear, but we’ll see. This time, I’m not in a relationship, but I’m not completely open either. If something is there, then it is. I may or may not have to let him know that I’m dating someone else, but it all depends on how it goes.
Anyway, it’s almost 2am and I need to head to bed. Got quite a bit to do tomorrow.
Tags: dating, EC, NB, Tet Trung Thu, VSA, work
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