13th August, 2008

This Is Coming In Bits

Not exactly in the mood to type out full paragraphs.

Breaking Dawn is finished. It was beautiful.

I have to remind myself of all the good I have.

I’m upset by what I’ve discovered and yet surprised at my relatively calm reactions.

I wish I didn’t know how to stalk relatively efficiently.

I have “kitty scratches.”

One more final tomorrow.

One more date tomorrow.

Thank you God.

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12th August, 2008

This Is Just Starting

Two finals this week. Had little sleep last night because I went to see the Perseid meteor shower with JYL. We didn’t get back until 4am and since I had homework to finish, I ended up staying awake. I fell asleep in class, so I left early, but when I got back today, I laid on my bed and started reading Breaking Dawn, which was a bad idea since I never got sleepy. Now I’m too awake despite being ridiculously sleepy earlier, so I want to get some work done.

I think too much about things sometimes and I need to stop doing that. I just want things to flow, but I can’t.

I hate but love reading about Edward and Bella. The love that they share is so beautiful that I’m jealous, but at the same time, mesmerized by how beautiful it is. I can only wish that I can someday feel what they feel, but I doubt that will happen anytime soon.

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