6th September, 2008
This Is When I Got Rejected
…again. Not from one, but two sororities. Though I suppose I deserved the first one because I wasn’t exactly ready to join and I probably seemed a bit closed off to all the drinking and whatnot. It was so nerve-wrecking waiting until midnight to hear from the sisters and when the card was finally in my hands, I was so afraid to ope it, for fear that they wouldn’t want me. Unfortunately, that fear came true and I must say, that ruined my night.
Luckily, I had two good people try to cheer me up. TC called me and although we had never spoken on the phone before, she knew I needed a friend and I’m very happy that she called. She ended up taking my mind off things and stopped my crying. The other one, LH, is someone that I had just met at the Axio party Friday night. He knew that I was waiting for a bid and when I didn’t get it, he suggested ice cream. Since all the ice cream places were closed, I figured we could hit up the donut shop instead since that opened late. We ended up talking for about an hour or so before we got tired and cold. Well, I have to admit, he did most of the talking, but it was still nice to just take my mind off of things, you know?
Anyway, I’m currently getting ready for a one-day camping trip with EC and his friends today. I’m a little nervous because now I have to be “human.” What I mean by that is I won’t be able to look like the knockout I usually try to look like when we go out. I have time to do the makeup, the hair, the clothes, etc. He doesn’t have to see (or hear) me snore, see me without makeup, etc. And then there’s the whole idea that I have to impress his friends too that I’m a little nervous about. Anyway, I hope that things will go well and that we’ll be able to have a talk to see where things are headed.
My mood is a little better, but I keep wondering why and what I had done “wrong.” I know, I shouldn’t, but at least for now, I’ll think that. It will go away soon, I promise.
Tags: EC, LH, SOPi, TC
Posted at 9:51 am |
On September 6, 2008 at 12:12 pm Tara said:
September 6, 2008 at 12:12 pm
*more hugs*
I’m sure you did absolutely nothing wrong! It’s possible that they just had a certain number of people that they could accept, so they had to pick between all the awesome people. You can’t do anything about luck of the draw.
I hope you have fun on the camping trip!
On September 8, 2008 at 10:18 am Julie said:
September 8, 2008 at 10:18 am
Aww hon. I’m sorry you didn’t get into the sororities. I personally have always found them to be kinda snotty and overly selective, and it just doesn’t seem a good way to make friends or belong to a group. I know you really wanted this but I think you’re better off not being associated with mean girls like that. Have fun camping with his friends and I hope it goes well. Camping is so stressful because of the “human”ness of it. Too bad we’re not hot vampires who look great no matter what.