4th September, 2008
This Was A Good First Week
I actually finished my homework tonight two days before it is due. I’m amazed. Now, if I could get the readings down…
All the SOPi rush events are done. My interview was tonight and I hope I didn’t scare any of them away. I really hate interviews. They make me all nervous and I never say the right things because I feel so put on the spot.
The first week of school went by pretty alright. I’m trying to do better with everything in terms of reading, attending classes, and exercising. I’m also trying to refrain from eating late at night.
I feel as if I’m moving in the direction of someone that I could potentially like better. If I can get my study habits together and myself finally together, I think I’d be happy.
I’m still a little bummed out about this weekend, but I’ll get over it. I usually do. Or at least I hope I will. Or maybe because I’ll keep it in, it will sit and stew until the next thing comes and I’ll blow up in somebody’s face. But I mean, do I really want to make this that big a deal? I think the one that hurt me the most was NL who could have easily come over to help, but when I called, he was on his way to the gym. The rest at least had some valid excuses. Maybe I’m just making too big a deal. But maybe that’s saying something because this wasn’t something that I was taking very lightly at all. Harmless or not, I hate bugs. I despise them; I loathe them; I don’t want them near me. So of course, I panicked. And no one came to help. At least the ones that I reached out to that could have been of some help and wouldn’t have had to drive an hour to get to me.
EC is back and we have to plan something for this weekend. One possibility is our joining his friends on their camping trip for a night (EC wants to leave his weekend relatively open for work), but I don’t know yet. After SB, I’ve been so self-conscious about what I do when I sleep at night, so I’m unsure if I want to do this camping thing. (SB always complained about my snoring) I don’t know if I want to go back home this weekend either. The sisters of SOPi will let me know Friday/Saturday night (at midnight) whether or not they’ll extend a bid to me. They’ll either call me or deliver it to me, depending on where I’m at. I haven’t been at home in a while and it would be nice to go back. Or maybe I could just go back on Saturday morning after I’ve received the news from the sisters. I wouldn’t mind taking a morning trip. That means I’d have to pack less, right?
I’ll sleep on it and think for a bit.
Tags: EC, NL, SB, school, SOPi
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