13th June, 2008
This Is The Trouble With Boys
I get a text today from KM and he asked, “Is the door open?” The “door” is in reference to what I had been telling him a few weeks/months back. He had decided that his life at the time was a bit too hectic and stressful to handle a relationship or even dating, so I told him that if he wanted, I’d leave the door open for him (metaphorically speaking) and when weeks passed after that, I just figured that he wasn’t going to need it. I didn’t close it, but I stopped looking at it, waiting for him to walk through. Anyway, so he asked me that question and I told him that yes, the door is still open.
Of course, this creates quite the dilemma. Not only is there KM, but there’s Asian Dude and BART Boy (who I think I may have scared off by telling him I wasn’t ready for a relationship - but that’s okay by me), and secretly… there’s Davis boy - I haven’t mentioned him yet. The reason why I haven’t mentioned him is because there’s nothing going on between us. We have no emotional connections and all we have is sex. Well… once anyway, but we weren’t planning on keeping it that way.
This was not intentional, mind you. I didn’t want all these different boys/men to come along all at the same time… they just did. Well, with KM, I don’t know if anything will progress yet since he does have a knack for canceling on me. Asian Dude… will probably be a lot of fun. Since I haven’t heard from BART Boy, I don’t think he’ll want to call back. Actually, I think that he interpreted my being honest as a way of letting him down and telling him that I wasn’t interested in him, not just anyone, but him. I hope he didn’t take it personally, but if he did, I’ll live.
Choices, choices, choices. Well, I’m not planning on making any yet until time passes and somebody makes a move somewhere. KM needs to actually step into the door and do something in order for me to make it exclusive. Until then… all is fair play.
Tags: Asian Dude, BART Boy, Davis Boy, KM
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