24th April, 2008
This Is The Annoyed Post
Is it just me, or do many things right now just like to annoy me?
I’m still having issues with receiving money that I should be receiving. SB dropped off a check a little while ago, showing up with less than what he had told me. I’m sick of all this bullshit that I have to put up with. The stupid clothing store, SB, the fact that the damn CPA still hasn’t sent the papers, all that shit.
Actually, it’s not even an annoyance anymore. It’s just anger. I know that I can get angry easily, but this has been building up for a while.
I’m angry at the fact that the clothing store has told me so much bullshit that I just learned to expect them to fuck up everything they say.
I’m angry at SB for telling me months ago that I would get paid back in full, not half, but in full by the end of this month. In fact, I even told him to pay me back in full by the end of this month; I demanded it and I really think that I need to push myself to be more demanding. I gave him more than enough time, more than enough notice to get his shit together and he depended on this tax return to pay me, not counting in other factors, such as the fact that he could get fired.
I’m angry at my new place because no one’s given us any papers and technically we’re all working for free. Since SB shorthanded me, I think I’m going to have to ask the owner tomorrow for that advance he said he could give me if I needed it and well, I might be needing it.
I’m angry at the weather for being so damn cold.
I’m angry for that stupid jury duty summons.
I’m angry for having to pay $43 to see a stupid doctor that I don’t even remember seeing during my visit in the hospital. (The bill was originally about $900 until I told them to send that shit back to the damn insurance company. Months later, they finally got around to sending me a new bill in which the insurance company took care of a good portion of it, but still had me pay it. I don’t even remember the damn doctor’s name nor face and when I call the hospital, they don’t give me shit.)
I’m angry at my messy room.
I’m angry that I can’t get a stupid eight hours of sleep each night and I haven’t been able to take a nap to catch up at all.
I’m angry, I’m tired, I’m cranky.
It’s a mixture of a lot of things, really. I mentioned earlier about how I didn’t like not being able to talk to SB, but now I’m just too angry and upset to care. He gave me a call earlier and asked if he could come over. I was still upset from this morning, but said it was okay. He stayed for about five minutes so he could drop off the check and apologize for being an ass in the last few days. Then he got a phone call and left.
In my opinion, he never should have come over in the first place if he was just going to leave like that. He’s been doing God knows what over the last two weeks and I’m just too tired to care anymore about what the fuck he does. If he considers me so goddamn important, then he should show a little bit more effort or just care and concern than he has in the last two weeks.
I’m just… angry! I almost wish that someone were to try and attack for two reasons: 1) so I can use my skills that I learned in my self defense class to kick ass and 2) so I can let go of all this anger on someone that I could give two shits about.
Tags: clothing store from hell, SB
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