15th April, 2008
This Is When I Talk About My Trip
No, I did not go on any vacation or leave the city within the last few days. The trip I wanted to quickly mention was the one that I had yesterday when I took the pills that FL prescribed for me. In a nutshell, it’s a stimulant. I took a 10mg dose on Saturday, but felt no effect whatsoever. However, I took 15mg yesterday and that did the trick. I was able to do what I needed to do and it was crazy. My fingers felt as if they were flying across the keyboard and everything felt so rushed. I can definitely understand why some would be addicted to these pills and/or use them for “beneficial” purposes.
Yes, I ended up getting sick over the weekend. I was so miserable. I would go to work and then pass out quickly after from just having too much to handle physically and emotionally.
Luckily, my father isn’t leaving until June, so in that time, he can still find another job and I can still see my doctor until then.
I want to get my business website set up, but things will start to cool down a bit after this week. I’ve got events up the butt, so I want to be able to devote much more time to this work all at once rather than half-assed throughout the week.
I’m really excited about my new job. It’s so much less stressful and you get to meet a few eccentrics through the day. Sure, they’re mostly students, but we’ll still get a few people who work nearby come in.
I am upset, however, with SB. I needed him this weekend, when I found out the news about my dad, and he wasn’t around. When I got a hold of him, he was drugged up on his painkillers and I didn’t want to talk to him like that. He was completely unavailable throughout the weekend when he could have easily been and that upsets me. I can understand if he’s spending time with someone or with people, but he knew what was going on and he could have easily stepped out for a few minutes just to talk. Now, I’ve gone into my “If he wants to call, then let his ass call because right now, I’m too angry to call him” mood. I wouldn’t say that I don’t want anything to do with him; I just want to be angry until it passes or until he apologizes for letting me down this weekend.
Tags: doctor, family, SB
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