24th December, 2007

This Is The Tunnel

I sat it in just now, about ten minutes ago. I was in the tunnel that he and I were in one year ago to this day. Not exactly on year ago because I believe that we were on the way back from the nearby quaint city, but we were heading to the tunnel. We didn’t have the tunnel in mind, but we both knew that going home at this time one year ago was too soon.

I know, I’ll live through this day. In just two more hours, our date will have ended. Of course, listening to Sugarland isn’t helping right now.

Why is it that no one was available besides MH? I called all the people I could think of that would be available and well, no one was except for MH. I wanted to spend time with someone, anyone, who would have taken my mind off of what today meant for me one year ago. I am at home now, of course, but that doesn’t change anything. I’m just not in the tunnel anymore.

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