22nd December, 2007
This Is The Day I Went Home
For the holidays, that is. However, my sister gave me a call earlier and she made staying at home with my parents a little more appealing. It’s mostly because I still haven’t found a job yet and in a way, she’s right. Whatever job it is I do find won’t be close to what it is I will do after I graduate, so will it really be worth the time to try and work? At the same time, I know that I can’t take too many classes, as much as a full-time student because like I said, I was supposed to take this time to relieve my stress factors and worrying about school is not the way to go about these things. My sister also made it more appealing by saying that if she could talk to my parents and tell them that I would only go home on the condition that they would let me do what I wanted to do. However, for me, another condition would be for me to have my own car. In a suburban area like this, I don’t want to have to depend on other people, and especially my parents, for rides. Also, even if I move back at home, I still have to see FL for my sessions and the BART is not easily accessible by public transportation from my area. So, I don’t know what’s going to happen just yet.
Other than that, today was relatively uneventful. My cousin, BC, picked me up from the BART station as he drove me and his girlfriend down to my hometown to have lunch with my relatives. It was a nice lunch to have. I had my uncle and his wife, my aunt and her husband, my parents, and my cousin and his girlfriend there for lunch.
I must admit, I became very tired, very quickly. I don’t even remember the ride home from the restaurant because I was sleeping through most of it. I don’t even remember which highway we took and when we exited. I remember nothing of the trip except for some bits and pieces when I woke up and right before we pulled into the driveway. Afterward, I crashed at home and slept for another five hours. This illness is really taking the most out of me. Goodness.
Anyway, I feel like I could be getting tired again and I don’t need to be making incoherent paragraphs here.
Tags: family, job search, sick
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