11th November, 2007
This Is Generosity?
“You are a very generous person,” said FH.
I see it, but it can often get me in trouble because I usually use my resources for other people instead of myself. Nice, isn’t it? My parents yell at me for doing so much for other people all the time.
I guess that’s one good thing about me, right? Kind of?
Anyway, she said that because I told her why I was stepping down and I don’t know if I didn’t fill in the blanks correctly or anything, but she saw it as a generous act. I can see it though because one of the reasons I wanted to back away was because I knew that him seeing me, actually seeing me with his own eyes, being sad was making him sad. He tells me that if he knows I’m sad, he’ll be sad anyway, but I am positive that those two are different in the magnitude. I mean, seeing a car wreck or knowing about it. Which is worse, you know?
I’m still confused and I still don’t know which doctor to choose. I’m giving myself another five sessions to figure it out before I leave to go back to my parents’ place for the break.
I feel like napping.
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