2nd November, 2007
This Is Feeling Hopeless
What is it going to take? How long is it going to take?
All I know is that I’m scared.
I need to cry. I feel like crying.
I’m ruining everything.
I don’t deserve all that I have.
I’m just so unworthy.
Even they can’t save me anymore.
I’ve got no escape.
Every time I cross, I wish it hadn’t stopped.
I’m so stupid.
I need to end this.
End it.
God, I don’t want this.
Every day, I wish for that needle. I can see it. I can envision it. It ends it.
I won’t be saved, will I?
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