31st October, 2007
This Is Rattling
According to the Merriam-Webster dictionary, a nightmare can be defined as “a frightening dream that usually awakens the sleeper.” If that is the case, then I am afraid of sleeping due to nightmares.
I would describe in detail what this particular nightmare was about, but I would rather not. I’ve already written it all down to talk to FL about on Monday. Let’s just say that it is truly frightening, but only in my case, and that it hurt me a lot.
Really people, is it so hard to grant a suffering woman’s wish for a brain tumor?
Posted at 11:28 pm | Comments (2)
31st October, 2007
This Is Just So Unnecessary
Why does it feel as if my heart gets ripped out everyday? Or at least stabbed, poked, and probed? Which is funny considering the fact that I consider my heart to be gone. So maybe, not all of it is gone, but a good chunk is and whatever that’s left is the one that obviously needs to be tortured.
I want a brain tumor.
(And because of all this, you wonder why I’d rather just off myself.)
Posted at 6:50 pm | Comments (2)