30th October, 2007
This Is So Off Course
I have to choose my classes starting tomorrow morning. Well, technically, I don’t HAVE to do it tomorrow morning, but if I want to get a good spot in the important, smaller classes, then yes, I need to. The thing is, I don’t know what to do at the moment. If I go on the assumption that I can’t get into Econ, then I have to figure out what classes I need to take and in order to do that, I need to talk to an advisor. If I want to still try to get into Econ, I have to talk to the Econ advisor and see if they’ll accept the pity card. She said that if I showed understanding in the upper division courses, then she would be more likely to overlook the bad grade I got in the introductory course. However, at the rate I’m at, I’m not going to do very well in the upper division course I’m taking now so I don’t know what to do. Like I said, I do have the pity card of major depression, but I don’t know whether or not she’ll accept it or see it as an attempt to make an excuse.
So right now, I have no idea what to plan for. I just have to straighten things out before I plan and that’s going to take a lot of work.
Life is as usual. Or the “usual” in terms of how it’s been for the last few weeks. I’ve been staying up later and I’m not sure whether it’s because I’m afraid of what I’ll dream about, because I can’t sleep, or because I’m a little bit of an insomniac because of the depression.
Either way, it’s all just a big whirlwind and I’m so lost in it all. I can’t even find the right hand to grab onto at this point.
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