17th October, 2007
This Is Not Easy
So I know I haven’t blogged in a while. I was going to put one here earlier today, but I figured not to and moved it to the main blog here. The questions and thoughts I had I felt were too much for this particular daily blog to handle.
Today was able to keep my mind off of SB and his friend for a while, but only that can go so far, you know? My two childhood friends, MP and NN (and one friend), came up today in order to have a birthday dinner with me. It was a nice dinner. Definitely not the best I’ve had, but it got me full. We drove to San Francisco and ate a crab shack. I didn’t have crab though. Strange, I know, but I wasn’t too in the mood for crab. It’s too messy and whatnot. I did like the calamari appetizer though. It was yummy.
Now I’m sitting here, tired as all hell, but still in need of a shower and a bit of reading to do so I don’t have a huge load to do tomorrow. I’m just… slowly trying to do something I guess. I want to keep myself as busy as I can, but at night, I can only do so much and that’s when I want to leave the confines of my apartment and wander. However, in my town, it’s not exactly the safest thing I could do. I just wish I had a better method for doing it all, you know?
Anyway, so I should get going. I’m sleepy. It’s really almost 2 in the morning as I type this, but in order to keep everything in the “same night,” I have to edit the timestamp. Good night y’all.
Posted at 11:32 pm | Comment (0)