Anything special happen today? No. Anything special happen this week? No.

Lately, I’ve been either getting to lazy to update or to lazy to remember. But it’s not as if anything lately has been out of the ordinary. I go to school, do my work, eat, shower, and sleep when I can. Sure this week was a little busier than normal, but I can live and manage with lost sleep.

Sometimes, though, I just don’t really know what I feel like doing and when I’m not feeling myself, I don’t understand why nor do I know the cause of it. Then I start to think about everything else and all of that just doesn’t feel right in my skin anymore. Except I don’t know what else I want and what I want to do. And sometimes, I just feel as if I need a break from life to have everything stop, the world, the earth, time. I want it to stop in it’s path and I want to be the only one who is aware of this stop. Then I can freely move around.

Yearning for a breath.
Wanting to see that you
Suffer as much as I did.
I want to cry out,
Unleash all the pain and wrath.

But I can’t.

Yearning for a beat.
Was it you?
Your delicate touch, your exquisite eyes,
I want to say what I feel
Except I don’t know what’s left

So I can’t.

Yearning for a life.
What do you want?
Does he complete you?
I want to know exactly
Who you are.

Blinded, I can’t.

So I went down to my hometown today to visit the parents. I didn’t do too much over the weekend; I ate, did some work, showered, slept. It’s not that exciting. I went to church this morning, ate some more, then packed my things for the trip back. I got back around the evening, ate some more, and am now getting ready to SB’s place.

Really… it wasn’t that interesting this weekend.