8th March, 2007
When Today Was Shitty
I don’t really feel like sharing what went on today, but it’s one of those days where everything just kind of sucks and irritates you. Bah.
I went to Target to get some pillows for SB and I since we don’t have many but I forgot to buy extra pillowcases. Darn. I stopped by Ross on my way home, but they had a shitty selection, so I didn’t buy anything there. I have pillowcases, but they’re for the bed sheets that I bought. I can put them on for now… but still, I’d prefer that they have their own pillowcases.
So I forgot to mention the other day that SB and I were able to find him a room! Isn’t that great? He doesn’t have to sleep at my place for the weekend or his friends’ places either. Well, I mean, he can stay with me, but he doesn’t need to. I’m so happy for him and he’s so excited. It’s a good room in a really nice place and both of us are a little surprised to see such a price for such a room, but it works and I think he and his roommate are going to get along well or at least be on good terms with one another. I spent the first night there and it still had the new feeling, but soon, hopefully, both he and I will get comfortable with it and then be able to have better sleep.
I realized today that I’m not too much of a party person, or at least being at a party where I don’t know a lot of people. Perhaps it might have been better had I gone with a friend, but I did not. I was invited by a friend, but really, he is more of an acquaintance than a friend. I wanted to go in hopes of forgetting my shitty day, but unfortunately, that didn’t happen. I stayed for a little over an hour than left. I was going to wait for SB to call me when he was ready to come meet me, but he was taking too long so I just decided to leave. I believe there was a guy hitting on me, but I let that pass. I know what I want to do and what I don’t want to do so no matter how much talk he gives me, I’m not going to go against my will like that.
Or maybe I just like doing other things besides go to a club or dancing. I think that I only like dancing for a little while and then it gets boring. Or maybe I just didn’t have fun at this party because I need my own comfort group. I was thinking about how much more fun I had a prom than I did here. At prom, see, I was dancing and having fun with people I knew (kind of, but that’s another long story) so I felt a little more comfortable with them than I did tonight.
I really miss my wing-woman. I haven’t seen her in so long and I hella miss her. Shopping isn’t the same without her anymore. Hopefully I’ll spend some time with her during my spring break, but that’s only if I don’t tell my parents who I’m going out with since they don’t like her.
I’m sorry everything is so disconnected. My thoughts have been known to jump without a clear connection, but to me, it all makes sense. Anyway, I should go and clean up my apartment a little before SB gets here.
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