21st February, 2007
When Today Was Test Number One
So my Econ midterm went… okay? True my studying time was not as productive as it should have been, but I made the most of it. The next on my list is (unfortunately) biology. I plan to get started as soon as I finish my AAS and music homework right now.
I swear to you I always have more to say when I’m not updating. The topics just seem to hit my head right after I push the damned “Publish” button.
I hate it when the stupid weather says it’s going to rain… and it doesn’t… which results in my having to walk around the city in painful high-heeled boots. They’re painful because 1) I have big feet and 2) I have big flat feet. I’ve not the chance to go shoe shopping since I’ve got quite a lot to do this week and I’m not heading back home for another two weekends.
Did I tell you how much food my mother brought me last time? Oh my goodness, so much food.
Oh yes, today is Ash Wednesday. I went to mass and got ashed. It was kind of solemn, but still somewhat enjoyable. I’ve decided this year that I’m going to sacrifice impulsive shopping, the use of makeup, and sexual abstinence. The shopping may be altered depending on how I feel because I’m still deciding whether to limit my unnecessary spending altogether or to force myself to think about the product I want to buy for a few days before actually going to buy it, thus curing the “impulsive” part. The makeup I can do without for 46 days. I don’t need it even though I think my eyebrows definitely need to be shaded in. As for the abstinence part, that was an idea suggested by SB that I kind of liked. I’m sure it will be fun because I know that he’s not going to let me go through this Lent easily. I’m dreading yet anticipating what he’ll do just because I know he’s got such a twisted mind… almost like me.
And yes, SB. I can’t exactly explain nor express everything that’s going on in my head and possibly other parts of my body (in a non-sexual way). It makes me so incredibly happy to know that he’s here in Berkeley; it does. The stupid thing is that I hate this whole not being with me. He’s only been at his friend’s apartment for a day, but I want him back with me. I know that I’ll get him back Friday night, but it’s the wait and the separation that bugs me. I don’t know what’s going on with me and if it’s what I think I think it might be, then I just hope that in time, I’ll be able to turn my “I think” to an “I know” because I don’t want to hurt anybody.
Anyway, back to the work. I’ve got to finish up my AAS since I decided to take a break.
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