12th February, 2007
When Today Was Nothing Special
I don’t know what I feel like writing about right now. There’s a lot, yet so little at the same time. I suppose I can get started with school. Classes when fine. For Darwin’s birthday (some time this week?), instead of having to go through actual discussions, our biology discussion consisted of a scavenger hunt. My team and I ended up in second place with gave us some extra credit and a cookie. The cookie was okay. I went home and bought some of Mrs. Field’s cookies because they’re just that damn good.
I’ve been home for a while now and most of what I’ve done is make dinner and… oh, watch some of the performances from last year’s Grammys. I thought that I had downloaded this year’s, but I didn’t and am currently in the process of doing so right now.
I suppose that I’m a bit sad today. I’m not quite feeling up to my best and after thinking about a particular issue, I realized that I’m pretty much fucked. In the end, I’ll be the reason he leaves and I don’t know if I can handle that. I don’t know if I can just sit here knowing that some day, I’ll be the reason. The thing that hurts the most is knowing that I can’t make any promises; I can’t make any guarantees. Is there a reason to keep going now? There’s nothing else that I can do except try and is that going to be good enough? I don’t want to hurt him but I don’t know if what I can offer is enough.
I don’t know where I want to be.
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12th February, 2007
Protected: Nothing Is All I Have
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