7th February, 2007
When Today Was Still Nerve Wracking
I hate feeling so paranoid. I sit down on my way home from school and get this eerie feeling that someone is behind me or nearby. In my mind, I know that no one is there, but I feel that someone is. Also it’s because I’m in such an open area and no matter what I do, I’m never going to be able to see through the back of my head, so I’ll never know if someone is really there. Hopefully by the end of the week or by next week, I’ll feel a lot better about this whole thing. I wonder, though, if it might be easy to repress memories because this is definitely one that I would like to suppress.
Anyway, my day was still a bit crappy. I had a little trouble falling asleep due to my disturbing thoughts. I didn’t go to my first two classes because when I woke up, I still felt shitty and had hoped that if I stayed in bed a little longer, I would wake up feeling better. Sadly, I didn’t. My other classes went okay. I found out that the thesis I had written for AAS was too specific, so now I have to broaden it a bit and find my major point. On top of that, I have to start studying for my upcoming midterms so this weekend is going to go by just swell.
The annoying part right now is that I’m trying to study in one of the dorm’s study rooms. I can’t because they’ve placed this study room next to the music rooms and right now there is a band that I can hear through the walls which can be quite distracting. Well, there’s that and my impending hunger.
Now that I think about it, I should probably head back to my apartment anyway. I’m having a real hard time studying with that damned music and I’m hungry and I can’t get anything at the vending machines because I don’t have any singles or enough change.
Is there anything else that I need to discuss with you about today’s events? No.
Wait, I take that back. It rained. And that almost makes me happy. Almost.
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