I don’t really feel like doing anything right now. Well, nothing productive nor nothing particularly “fun.” If I could, I would curl up in bed with New Moon or the new book I have to read Wild Meat and the Bully Burgers (will be abbreviated later on). I like leisurely reading. It takes my mind off of things that I don’t feel like thinking about and it takes me to another place that I can only dream about. I like to pretend that I’m the (female) protagonist or at least seeing what the protagonist sees.

Sadly, I cannot read for my enjoyment. I have to go through a bit since I’ve missed quite a few Biology lectures. I also need to work hard in that class in order to pass with a decent grade that’s acceptable for my Psych major. I can’t retake it in the summer since the times will conflict with at least one of my classes so I really need to haul ass now. I just hope that I don’t lose motivation and that I’m able to get my act together. Right now I kind of feel like I might be hitting that point, but it all depends on how well I handle my depression.

Today was yet another day. Nothing too particularly special I suppose. We took a (boring) tour of the Ethnic Studies library. I didn’t care too much for it so I stopped paying attention about a third of the way through it. After all my classes were done, I went to Wet Seal again to return and exchange a few things. Went home, watched an episode of Gilmore Girls, and did a bunch of random stuff for a while. I can feel myself getting sleepy right now, but I really have to start doing something, so I won’t go to bed just yet, especially since tomorrow is my day to sleep in a bit.

So the AAS presentation went alright today. I wish that I could’ve had a bigger role because I didn’t get the chance to speak much. I tried, but somebody else would jump in before I got to do so myself. I’m still quite tired and have much to do for tonight. I’ve about two and a half hours of biology lecture to watch. I believe that’s the only thing that I absolutely need to get done tonight, so that’s good. I can sleep as early as three? Or perhaps I will watch the first two lectures and finish the other one later so I can sleep maybe around two? I don’t know. We’ll see what happens.

SB and I did laundry today. We washed and dried three loads… which is a lot in my opinion. I had two full loads and he had one of his own. I’ve yet to put them away, but I’m in no rush to get them over with.

Today’s entry will be short. I’m in no particular mood to write too long an entry anyway. Just gotta get through the day with a smile on my face, right? That’s what masks are for.