17th January, 2007
When Today Was Another Good Day
I oughta slap that motherfucking son-of-a-bitch. How dare he fucking call me and start saying that shit when I specifically told him not to? Some people just don’t fucking listen. I swear to God if I ever meet him in person, not that I would ever voluntarily do so, I will give him a piece of my mind… and hand. He has absolutely no fucking right to say that shit to me and then fucking stall me on the damn phone? He can go to hell. Prick.
Excuse my angry opening paragraph. I am quite fed up with this guy, S, and I cannot believe he had the nerve to do and say what he did today. I met S a while ago, probably about a month ago. When we first talked, he mentioned things with which I felt uncomfortable mentioning. At first, I was nice and just answered whatever awkward question he threw at me, but after the first day, I told him on the next phone call that I did not want to talk about things like that anymore. I honestly don’t think he even bothered to try to cater to my request. He would slyly add in a comment here and there, which only made me feel more uncomfortable.
Anyway, while taking my nap today, he called and since I had been woken up, I was not in the right mind and answered the phone. It took me a while to figure out that it was S on the line and when I did, there he went starting up with that shit again. I told him that I was in the middle of nap and wanted to go back but he would say stupid shit to keep me on the line. Now, I’m not one to really get angry at another person and confront him/her about it, but this was just too much for my barely conscious mind to handle. I hung up on him after I told him that I would call back tonight.
When he returned my missed call (I called, but he didn’t answer), I told him straight-up that I did not want him calling me anymore. I explained that what happened this afternoon was not appropriate and I no longer wanted to talk with him.
Anyway, no more angry shit. School was tiring today. I woke up earlier than planned because SB needed to talk to me and I’m never really one to turn down a conversation (minus the aforementioned one). I finished some homework before leaving for my 8am class, so that was good. What saddened me today was that I couldn’t find the homeless man that would always say “God bless you.” He used to sit at a particular corner and would say that to everybody who walked by, whether or not that person had given him some change. I really wanted to help him out today, but sadly, he was not there.
My classes were fine today. I fell asleep in two of them, but I’ll watch the other one again later, possibly tomorrow. I’m going to head out and get some laundry done and while that goes on, I’ll do some reading for my AAS and my Stats classes.
Yes, today was a good day. I had a really good start because SB had confided in me and I always feel so much more appreciated when somebody does that. It shows me that this friend of mine really cares and truly trusts me enough to share such privileged information. I’m not the type of person who wants to know everything so I can tell others later; I’m the type of person who wants to know everything so that way, I feel that I am special enough to know. Does that make sense?
So yeah, that was a good start. The other good part of the day was taking my nap. I hadn’t taken a nap in so long I had forgotten what it was like to go to bed while the sun was still up. Minus that one rude call, my nap went fine. After that, I finished a little more of my homework before heading out to another KDPhi event. I know that I should and they have encouraged me to check out other organizations, but the thing is, I’m a very indecisive person at times and if I like both of them equally, then I will have a hard time deciding. I’m really liking the girls so far at KDPhi, despite all the formalities of “Which year are you? What’s your major? What classes are you taking? Where are you from? Where do you live?” I learned that J likes to get piercings and (another) J has been with her boyfriend for about four years.
Anyway, I hope I get a bid and I also hope that I can fit all of the pledging, classes, and SB in my schedule. Off to clean my clothes now!
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