16th January, 2007
When Today Was A New Start
G is right SB; what is it that makes me so special? What is it that sets me different from anybody else? For me, you are different because of many reasons. I can’t just pick out one and say that’s what sets you apart from the rest, but it’s also the interaction that we have with one another that makes it much more special. I honestly don’t know what it is that caught your eye, but I’m also glad that whatever it was worked… not that I was trying anyhow.
Perhaps what attracts us together is the fact that we are so different, yet also the same. It’s kind of creepy, isn’t it?
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I believe I was one of the very few people who was excited that school started today. I missed the people, the classes, and especially the loads of fliers. I ended up with a few sorority rush fliers just to see what’s out there. I know there are a lot, but I also want one that’s a bit outgoing. I don’t know really; I know that a few people are against my wanting to join, but I have my reasons for doing it. It’s mostly because I have issues with creating new female friends and by joining a sorority, I would make a lot more or at least be able to practice more often since I’m such a shy person at times.
But anyway, so I ended up going to rush event tonight for KDPhi and met quite a few girls from around my hometown. They all seemed like pretty girls and from what two people have told me, have a bit of a reputation for being a little slutty? But I don’t really care too much about their reputation because I know where I stand on those grounds and my relation with them is not going to change that.
I hate not posting or missing a day, but so far I’ve only missed two. On Saturday, I had company and would rather have spent the time with my guest than to sit by my laptop. I missed yesterday because I was with a friend until late and didn’t get a chance to type.
So yesterday, I met quite an interesting person, JH. She doesn’t attend Berkeley, but she has a boyfriend here and she comes up a lot from what I hear. Anyway, it’s almost as if I had met someone like me, but only about three to four times more extreme. She’s really outgoing, loud, and… I don’t know how to put it into one word, but it’s as if she doesn’t care too much about the social taboos sometimes. For example, she was commenting on the fact that one breast was smaller than the other and as she was making that particular comment, she was also squeezing them as if she needed to reassure herself.
I was able to meet her because her ex-boyfriend lives on the floor I used to live on and while they were dating, she had created a relationship with many of the floormates, including ones with my old floormates. So as I went to visit my friends, I also met her. I had a really fun time with the people I once lived with; it made me feel quite nostalgic but I knew that I was still glad to have gotten out of the dorms. There was a lack of privacy, lack of space, and lack of really good food, especially since we were paying so much for it.
Anyway, I need to take a shower then get started on homework. I have more insightful things to say, but right now, I’ve not the time.
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