14th January, 2007
When Today Was Indescribable
I hate it when good things come to an end, but without them ending, you’d never know it was a good thing… sometimes anyway. I knew I had a good thing this weekend and I truly did not want it to end, but sadly, it had to. I just wish I could have lied in bed all day, but damn it. I got hungry.
SB came to visit me this weekend and it was splendid. I made him eat and would not allow for him to take tiny bites either. I also made him sleep more, so I’m a happy camper. Well, whether or not he ate or slept a lot, I still would have been happy to know that he was here to share the weekend with me. We were able to get through three movies (kind of) and started a fourth, but got tired. We watched (in order): Pride and Prejudice (2005), Audition, Moulin Rouge, and Ice Age 2: The Meltdown. We thought we would have more time today to watch some, but we both got out of bed late.
Well, at least I got over one of my issues… kind of. It was a bit of a rocky road, but eventually I got through it. Hopefully the road will be smoother and my mind clearer next time. I’d love to go into details, but that would be too much for me to discuss, especially since it’s a bit of a touchy subject right now.
I have absolutely no idea why California is so cold right now. I seriously want to smack the people who are worrying about global warming since this is the coldest that I remember everything being. Without my gas heater working, I’ve resorted to wasting hot water to try and keep the apartment relatively warm. I do have an electric heater, but it’s so small, I would break my circuits and raise my electric bill by trying to keep this apartment warm. Water is the only thing that I’m not paying for, so I don’t feel too bad about it. But I swear, as soon as I get the gas running, that damn thing is going to be on a lot.
But yes, cold. It’s so cold that I really don’t want to step outside. Although my apartment is cold, I know that it is much colder and windier outside. Sadly though, I must pay a visit to the gym and to church tonight. It’s just really cold outside though and as I’ve mentioned in the past two posts, I hate the cold. I abhor it; I loathe it; I despise it. I hate the cold as much as SB hates the sun and that is a lot of hate.
What I’ll probably end up doing tonight is locking myself up in my room with the new book, New Moon by Meyer with the heater on. I’d bring my laptop in, but it’s already situated on my desk with all of its wires and cords so I’m too lazy to remove them and put them back.
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