10th January, 2007

When Today Was Tiring

Sometimes I think I’m pouring my heart out too much in this journal of mine. But where else do I go? Anyway, typing it all out here and posting it makes me feel a little bit better because I get to analyze what’s going on. I mean, it’s not just about the shit I do everyday; it’s also about the thoughts that run through my head, the ones that are more profound than “I got up and went to school.” Once in a while, when a really big thought hits my head, it lands on the main blog instead.

Anyway… so NL came back to Cal today for a couple of days and he invited me to go eat at the dining commons. The food was alright, but I’ve never really been a big fan of their food anyway. He went with me to Blockbuster to rent some movies then walked back to my apartment so I could change into gym clothes. It was hella funny because he’s the one who dragged me to the gym and when he was running on the treadmill, I was the one who was pushing him to finish his thirty minutes.

It’s been a while since I’ve actually gone to gym so it was a bit tiring. The elliptical definitely worked my thighs and after that, I migrated towards the weights to work on my legs and arms. I suppose I could do the rest of my body too, but I’m more concerned about those two areas. My arms are not strong enough nor are my legs skinny enough… in my opinion anyway. I’m sure there are others who can say different, but this is my self image and that is what I see.

Hopefully I’ll be going a little more frequently to the gym because I would like to stay healthy and in shape… well, to get into shape and then stay there.

I’ve got about an hour before I head back out again to EA’s place since we didn’t watch any movies last night. We were working on some other project and never got the chance to watch, so we’re going to do that tonight. But damn it, I’m so tired from working out; I just want to lounge now. But I still have more walking to do tonight. Yup yup yup. More walking.

I’m not sure if I have anything truly insightful to say at the moment, but I must admit that I’m really liking this new apartment. The rent is at a really good price (in relation to the other prices in the area) and we get so much. A lot of sunlight comes through the windows since we’ve got the corner room. It’s quite spacious and the bedroom is a relatively good size. There aren’t many downsides except the fact that it’s a little far from campus and that it’s all the way at the end of the hallway, but those are quite minor problems.

However, since I am the new addition to the apartment, it was pretty much furnished with a lot of things. I don’t know what’s going to happen when my roommate leaves in May. I hope that she’ll at least allow me to buy some of these things from her such as the bookcase, futon, and table… and maybe the coffee table, but I’m not too sure yet. There’s a good chance she might take her TV and stereo system with her, but I don’t know yet.

That’s months from now anyway. Right now, I need to focus on staying in school and keeping up this good routine that I’ve developed in the last couple of days. I’m not sure what’s in store for me in the upcoming months, but my goals are to reacquaint myself with VSA and to try to find a relatively decent sorority to join. Oh and on top of that, I would like to find a night job, finish my studies, and still have time to spend with friends.

Quite a lot on my plate, no? But that is me. I like to pack my schedule with things so I’m not just lying around, being unproductive.

I’m crazy, I know.

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